Life as we know it.

Life as we know it, is one big, long and full journey.

Take it one step at a time,
Even though it may be a climb.

Enjoy each moment as its your last,
Because before you know it, that's part of your past.

Don't live with regrets,
Learn to forgive and forget.

Capture every memory with all that you have,
It may be your last grab.

Never loose the ones that mean the most,
Because they will the ones holding you up, that strong post.

When your scared to look bad, and afraid to look ahead,
And the tears are about to be shed,

Hold that head up high,
And let all your cares fly.

Its a unique thing,
And its amazing what it can bring.

Life, one word.
Yet expressed in so many ways, some unheard.

So many things thrown at you,
Lets look at it in review.

Starting at age five,
Or even when you weren't alive.

Never give up hope,
Since its not the end of the rope.

This is it,
One chance, one hit.

Live life to the fullest
Giving it your best.

For its one amazing ride,
Hold on tight, and don't let it slide.

Whats meant to be, will be

As I lay my head down on my pillow,
And close my eyes,
All I see is you.
My mind will not slow down.
I try and figure out how I'm feeling,
Or the bigger question, what I'm feeling.
My stomach is turning.
I don't get why I want to be with you so bad.
When you put me through all that pain and heart ache.
I cant help looking over at you,
Standing in my basement,
Wishing you would come over and grab me,
Pull me in and hold me tight.
Why cant we just talk,
Figure all this out.
Sitting on the stairs as you walk past me and leave,
Pulls me down.
The tears are about ready to stream down my face, but I hold it together.
In my heart, I know I still have feelings for you,
But in my gut feeling is telling me that your a player and you only want to play games.
I don't want to admit it, but in my heart,
I don't think there will be anything between us again.
It hurts so bad to say that, and I would love it if you proved me wrong.
But deep inside, can I truly do that to myself again?
Get put through that? Why do you do this to me.
I don't know what to do anymore, I honestly don't know.
It leaves me speechless and my mind blank.
Its all up to you,
Everything is in your court.
I just wish you could realize it.
How I feel.
Whats meant to be, will be.
I just have to be patient and wait to see what is meant to be..

We'll get through

As I look at you,
An amazing person,
So much going for you.
Such a head strong girl,
You get through it all.
Walking down the halls,
No one would know.
No one would know the pain and hurt your feeling.
Knowing inside that you hurt,
Is one of the things that kills me most.
How your struggling,
Not getting along with the 2 that you need most.
A tough time,
But surrounded by the ones that love you,
You'll get through.
You don't deserve to be going through this,
To be treated the way you are.
You don't let anyone know how its affecting you.
Seeing this beautiful, amazing, strong girl,
Hurting, loosing this battle,
Kills me.
Don't look back,
Just keep your eyes forward.
Forget about the past,
Let's focus on the present.
I'll help you with it all.
I pinky promise.
Anything it takes.
Surround yourself with the ones that love you,
And think of the good in life.
Its okay baby girl.
We'll get through.

A littles girls heart broken
Because of a stupid boy
Crying every night
Dreaming about him
Every endless nights
Finally she learns
Growing up is a pain
He will do that to you
It hurts, so much
Just gotta remember whats important in life
Keep on pushing through, life will get better
Loving someone takes time. A learing process
Moving on is part of it
No one is worth it, if they cause you this much pain
One day at a time
Promise me, you will be okay
Quit looking back with regrets and the what if's
Reach out to the ones that are there to help
Search for the one out there that will treat you the way you deserve to be treated
Time is all it takes, paticence
Understand it's going to be okay
Various people play roles in your life
Wake up everyday, and go to bed each night with a smile
Your a beautiful, strong, and wise girl
Zero in on you, and whats important babby girl, its only a little part of life journey for you, making you the person you are.

Everyday..

Everyday.
Everyday I think about you,
Dream about you,
Wish about you.
You have no idea.
That one person.
The one who comforts me,
Is there,
And helps me through out all of life's obstacles.

Everyday.
Everyday, you hold me tight, and never let go.
You steal the key to my heart.
You know the littlest things that make me smile, laugh.
When I come to you in my sweats and sweatshirt, looking my worst,
You take me in, wiping the tears away,
Knowing just the right words to make it better.

Everyday.
Everyday, I see your face,
In my mind, in the halls.
I catch a glimpse,
Look back,
Only to see you wink back at me,
And I continue on, a smile pasted on my face.

Everyday.
Everyday, you and me boy.
Together. Forever.
A promise.
The feeling I get,
Butterflies in my tummy.

Everyday.
Everyday, continuing on.
I know have you,
And just the thought makes my day.
One in a million.

Everyday.
Hand in hand,
A perfect match.
My eyes locked with yours,
Lost in you.
Looking for that place where I can hold on to,
And never let go.

Everyday.
I thank God for you,
The one that has made me complete.
The one that knows the In's and outs of me.
The one that knows the song in my heart and can sign it back to me when I need it most.
The one who holds me at my weakest, and supports me and my strongest.
The one the loves me for me, and no one else.
The one that can make me laugh when I don't even want to smile.
The one I thank God for everyday..

Soo this weekend has been pretty good!! My mom has been on a cruise all week with my aint and uncle and my other uncle and his girlfriend. Me and my friend Ashely watched my cousins Saturday and Sunday and in staying over again Sunday because our parents won't be back till really late. We made a lot of crafts! It was sooooo fun! Yesterday we watched a bunch if movies and hung out and had pizza. Today for valentines day we colored pictures and made cupcakes and we decorated them and the made these flower heart things. And made a welcome home sign! Fun fun fun (:
And on Thursday I talked to my grandma that's in Florida for 2 months and found out my uncle and his girlfriend got engaged on the cruise!! I was soooo happy to hear that. It's gunna be a crazy fun wedding. I'm pumped. And Friday I hung out with my bestest friend and we got her boyfriends valentine gift together. That was fun
too even though it involved blowing up 60 balloons by hand! I think that's about it (:


Byeeee!!(:

Let this adventure begin (:

Day in and day out,
my mind going crazy with thoughts about you.
My body is filled from head to toe with the best feeling ever.
Knowing I won't loose you is the best.
It's for real this time. I know it is.
A promise.
You tell me you won't leave me and how amazing I am.
That is the best. Words can't even describe it.
I feel like i'm on cloud nine, floating above everyone.
Not a day goes by that you don't make me smile.
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.
Your mine.
I love the feeling you give me
and the images that play on my head of us.
I can't wait to see what the future will bring us.
What it will bring you.
This seems way too goodto be true.
You know everything is perfect when everyone around you is saying he is so good to you.
You treat me the way a girl is supossed to be treated.
No messing around, this is life.
A one in a million chance.
I still can't get my mind around it.
How did I get so lucky?
I have waited so long for him.
Gone through so many heart breaks.
I lucked out on this one.
He is my dream guy.
Let this adventure begin

Your my best friend...

You help me through so much,
Never give up on me.
We have been through everything together,
From the first day of school to graduation day.
You support me, I support you.
You cry, I cry.
You fight, I fight.
You laugh, I laugh.
You smile, I smile.
We take everything as it comes,
Battle after battle.
Fighting it with each other by our sides.
Roll with life's punches.
Hand in hand.
Seeing you hurt and the tears running down your face,
It kills me.
I grab you and give you the biggest hug ever.
I wipe away your tears, and hold you tight.
The tears run down my face.
I hate seeing you like this,
Hurting. Disappointed.
You don't deserve it.
Your head is on my shoulder,
As I rub your hair and say its all okay.
Your my best friend, a huge part of me.
You would do the same for me.
You can count on me for any and every thing.
No matter what.
I will be here.
I promise.
Your my life.
Everything will be okay.
I will help you through it,
Continue on with life,
Hand in hand,
Heart in heart.
Your my best friend

It only happens once

As time goes on, and people continue with their daily happenings, I sit and think.
High school is a one in a life time thing.
All the sporting events and night outs with friends.
The boat loads of homework and book readings.
Sleepless nights and early mornings.
My mind races as I go down memory lane.
Friends, boys.
The amazing teachers and the terrible ones.
As the years wind down, it hurts.
The friends I'll loose to college, and the new ones coming in.
Counselors coming into classes for next years registration.
The college classes and electives.
All the requirements, the options.
One moments its your first day, as a freshman,
and in the blink of an eye its your last day of senior year.
All the laughs and tears, memories.
As one door closes, another opens.
The story of life.
Take everything one step at a time, and enjoy every moment.
Live as if its your last, with no regrets.
It only happens once in your life.
Don't look back, saying if only or I wish.
Live in the now, savor each and every minute.
Its high school..