You lost me...

The slurred words.
Funny walking.
I knew it right when I saw you.
It hurts. My heart aches.
We have had conversations about this before.
You know I don't like it.
I hate it. I told you not to do it.
You don't act like yourself at all.
Jumping up on tables, yelling.
I grab you. We're leaving.
I put you on the couch. Your out in a matter of seconds.
I go up to bed. Think.
Think of how this kills me. What you did to me.
I cant get my head around it. Why? That's the only thing I can ask myself right now.
How can I trust you again?
It's morning. He cant remember a thing.
We talk. I cry. Will we fix this?
He apologizes so many times. I don't get why I cant let this go.
Trust. Lies.
As the tears stream down my face, he pulls me in closer.
He leaves and I go to my room.
Why is this so hard? Kiss and make up. It's that easy. Not.
He lost my trust,
Respect.
He lied.
He lost me...