Up, Up, up and...back down

I knew it.
Too good to be true.
And he was the one to go to my friend and ask if I really like him.
Ugh. Again
Why do you just stop?
I try so hard.
And fall EVERY TIME!
Then I get screwed over.
Sitting, waiting
For you to text me.
Early mornings
Late Nights.
Nothing comes.
Now what?
Did I seriously do something again?!
Please, just tell me.
It kills me not knowing.
Short messages, not cute anymore.
Well this sucks.
I can try and try with all my might, but nothing seems to get through to you!
My hopes are up again.
Only to fall one more time.
In the end I know I will find that special someone.
But at the moment, I just gotta tell myself
"..this is only going to make you a stronger person. Don't give up.."