No one wants to become one of those numbers,
The numbers that help all the professionals figure their data,
A stat.
The accident stats,
Homicides, killings and murders.
The stats about parents walking out of your life.
You may not think of it happening to you,
But when it does, what are you supposed to do?
Just continue on with life?
Talk to someone?
Keep it inside?
All the options.
Its not something you want.
Not for you, or anyone that you love or care about.
Just by looking at someone, you would never know.
It could be the pretty, popular girl,
The football all star
Or the nerd with the big glasses.
It's not fun,
Knowing you are one of those that says,
"One of my parents was only in my life for so long"
Not having them is one of the biggest challenges of life.
Its like a part of your heart lost, gone.
Everyday you dream and hope,
Think of how things could be better, and that special person would be back in your life.
Waking up and knowing they wont be there,
And you wont get to see them, it hurts.
My heart aches.
It aches knowing the simplest things wont be the same.
No more good night kisses,
The big bear hugs.
Its almost like this big 10,000 pound block coming down and crushing you.
The years you had were the best,
Words cant describe them.
A person lost,
A piece missing.
Hearts hurting,
Tears streaming.
A stat,
That now I could be a part of...